and my Hol(e)y laptop.
My laptop has been looking like this for weeks alr :
Any one who noes how to fix my keyboard button back???
And, caught 百万大歌星 ystd, and found the lyrics of this classic song by Mavis Hee rather meaningful:
许美静 遗憾
作詞：陳佳明 作曲：陳佳明
別再說是誰的錯 讓一切成灰
除非放下心中的負累 一切難以挽回
你總愛讓往事跟隨 怕過去白費
你總以為要體會人生 就要多愛幾回
與其讓你在我懷中枯萎 寧願你犯錯後悔
讓你飛向夢中的世界 留我獨自傷悲
與其讓你在我愛中憔悴 寧願你受傷流淚
莫非要你嘗盡了苦悲 才懂真情可貴
Status quo.
School has just started for 2 weeks and yet if alr feels much longer than that. Though not much have been going on, yet it feels like many things have been going on.
Being a gemini, i shld be adapted to changes, but the Blood Group A in me is beginning to find it hard to get out of the comfort zone. I wanna stay status quo forever if possible. Had things been different, I might be more care-less and dare to chase after my dreams.
But I dare not. The privilege of being burden-less and able to bravely put down everything and do whatever you want is not given to me. I am not complaining here definitely. It’s just hard to make a choice on dreams or reality. You know that ultimately, you’ll got to choose reality, yet the thought of just giving up chasing the dreams would make one stop for a moment to think. Again.
Wun it be nice if everything stays status quo at its best times ???
Just starting on report.
Jogged once only.
CNY clothes not bought yet.
Alot of misc. things not settled.
Certain things not decided.
School starting tml.
What have I been doing for the past 5 weeks?
2 whole sinfully slacked days at home… how im gonna miss this kinda days when sch starts… thinking back, its been a long while since i had such lucky nua days..
X’mas at KL 09′
After returning home from my last place of departure 2 days ago, i really wanna short out “I LOVE SINGAPORE” in front of the Istana…
Man..its really when u went to places worse than home that u start appreciating ur home.. nontheless, this trip was not too bad la.. at least the residence we stayed at was of 1st class standard and service and the not-so-nice experiences made this trip memorable as well.
Pics will be up…later. Haha
It’s weird how sometimes we looked forward so much to some thing when we couldn’t have it at that moment. But when you finally have or going to be given that particular thing, its funny to see how much you resist having it.
Its always times like this that makes us think back how fortunate we were but never realizing it until you realize that you are never gonna return to old times again but embarking on yet another new journey with many more unknowns along the way.
I never knew how much I love school (yes, I noe I sound like a total nerd) till this semester. Year 1 was a blur while Year 2 was so torturous and painful that I once longed so much for graduation. Year 3 sem I was a good one, with me finally having the chance to study what I have always loved after specialization. But enjoying and excelling are different issues. The sacred slip says you did not excel and thus you have to go and seek greener pastures. The University wishes you all the best.
Graduation. Since young, adults have been telling us that you need a piece of that sacred paper to secure your future. It sounded too far away then for us to even start counting how many more years to go. And right now, its juz (most prob) 5 months more to getting that paper and wearing that square hat. So you start to wonder and doubt where and how far can that piece of paper brings you to and if there is any voices inside the hat that can sort you into your destined paths (something like the Sorting Hat in Harry Potter).
I’m treasuring the last of my undergrad life.
For the third time, i broke my shoes on the train ystd morn. Tell me, is tis unlucky or unlucky?
While i’m online now, i’m trying to muster all my courage to check my results. Its been out for 2 hrs alr but i haven had e courage to face it.
Guan yin ma plz bless me…
Gut Feeling
I knew something was wrong last sat, juz couldn’t exactly pinpoint wat was it. If i knew it wasn’t such a good deal after all, i’d haf juz stuck to my original decision and would not have given in. It’d haf save me the trouble today..whatever.
Next time i shall trust my gut feeling more instead of brushing it off as paranoia.
Its no wonder my eyes are getting puffier and dark rings getting darker, considering the number of early mornings and late nights I’ve been having…but nonetheless, I LOVE RANDOM UNPLANNED (NIGHT) WALKS AND OUTINGS =))
After having a wolfy (i juz invented this word) good time admiring werewolves’ muscular chests and arms, hy, serene and I went for dim (tim) sum at Changi V. We got occasional stares from ppl thinking we were doing some business thr… i wonder if those stares are of compliments..hmmph..
The next day, went to Bras Basah for some art and craft work for HF’s birthday! So like wat Ching said, we can all finally legally watch porn together..LOL. Porn is abit too over, i prefer something light and subtle like Jake’s muscles although he’s a lil’ too young for me (he’s 18)..hmmph..
Ok, im getting off the topic, after e beautiful board was done, Fate brought us for TWO rounds of dessert..our fav after-dinner phrase, There’s always space for dessert, is getting too true. Its no wonder my body is getting puffier too. Alright, my whole person is puffing (not buffing) up ..argh.
Ed’s out!
Jake’s in!
we r patriotic after all..
liyi hard at work..
that man in e background is not my fren..
1st round of dessert!
Fate brought us for 2nd round of dessert!
…and den we were too full to talk
So looking forward to X’mas (but not 3 days before it).
