A walk in Amsterdam

I wanna take a walk in Amsterdam.

該如何整理 幸福在手裡

告訴你 瞞著你 只不過是個決定
放棄你 忘記你 只怕我無法前進
不知道為什麼會如此莫名緊張你
我越暸解你 越靠近你 越猶豫

明知道我愛你 卻不敢告訴你
我害怕失去你 寧願沉默不語
該如何整理 幸福在手裡
我恨自己 無能為力
明知道我愛你 卻不敢靠近你
我假裝不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能沒有你
只想永遠永遠愛你
你知不知道我也沒關係 真的沒關係

告訴你 瞞著你 只不過是個決定
但為何 到如今 我依然無法前進
不知道為什麼會如此莫名緊張你
我越暸解你 越靠近你 越猶豫

my prim & proper life is turning topsy turvy now.

Threading on Dangerous Waters & Playing with Fire

I dunno if I’m threading on dangerous waters or not.

I’ve been honest to you (and true to myself) right from the very start.

But I’m not sure how to end this cleanly, when the time comes. Am I playing with fire?

Absurb.

This is crazy. 

I seem to have lost my privacy, lost my freedom of expression overnight. All because of my big mouth. 

Shucks, I can’t handle this.

 

I’m warning you, i’m trying to stay nice. Dun force me to be brutally honest and go all out to ruin everything. 

 

I honestly can’t handle this. 

The New Year

“There’s something uncomfortably final about the end of the year. With the end of a great book, you can always go back and re-read the best bits. With a movie, you rent the DVD. But with New Year’s Eve, it’s right there in your face. It’s the end of the year. It’s gone. You can’t get it back. There’s no rewind button.”   – J. Hahn

那未来的未来有你。

谁也无法揣想明天是什么摸样，但我期待那未来的未来有你。

Cyborg me

I need to start feelin’ more like a human and less like a robot again.